Hello, friends and Fire Enthusiasts. We’re going to
get real today – not that I lie, cheat or steal here. I just mean that I
thought I would spend this time talking about my reality, and perhaps yours,
too.
I’ve sold a few books, but that’s really all. Not too
many. The 30 total reviews or so I have received for my three novels have been
pretty good. I certainly can’t be anything but pleased with those. Even the one
or two bad reviews are helpful in the grant scheme of things. I read those and
then quickly moved on, refusing to dwell on the negative.
So why am I telling you all of this? Well, it’s
because I wonder who else is struggling in the same waters as me?
For the most part I try and put on a positive display.
I don’t lie and make up glorious numbers or pretend to be a best seller when I
am clearly not. I do think it’s important to appear to be an “I’ve got it all
together” -looking author. I think readers need to know that you’re not
quitting tomorrow. On the other hand, I want to be a help to others. If I step
out and admit that things are moving at a snail’s pace, perhaps it helps
someone else who is on the verge of giving up.
I really think it is more important for me to get
someone to back away from the proverbial ledge than it is to continue this
front.
Earlier I mentioned something about water. You see, I
know I’m not a bad writer. Too many have said wonderful things about my work
for that to be true. The trouble is – and I really believe this – there is a
sea of books out there. Ultimately, it may prove to be too much competition for
many of us. I don’t think it’s only me. Are we telling our stories because we
want to get rich? Or are we doing it because we simply have stories to tell and
it would be a shame not to?
For my third book, I moved away from horror and penned
a paranormal with a strong dose of romance. I was (and am) very excited about
it. I once again paid for the professional edit job, and lucked out by getting
a wonderful friend, author and artist to design a beautiful cover. I started
dropping the teasers well in advance. I built buzz for a cover reveal, followed
by the event; I literally did everything right in the promotion of it. I’m sure
there was more, but I put all my time, efforts and everything I’d learned into
it.
Very little happened. *crickets play*
Perhaps we really do need to withhold judgment until
book ten. I don’t know. Seemingly every day we read about someone hitting it
big with a first effort. Perhaps it really is not in the cards for me. Or you.
Only God knows.
I did not pen this to be a rant. Nor did I hope to
eclipse some record amount of comments, hoping to have so many people run to my
aid for fear of me finally stepping over that ledge.
Let me just thank you well in advance now. I’m fine,
and I appreciate the well-wishes. I’m not quitting. I have too many stories to
tell…and I hope those of you who are in that same boat as I have stories to
tell as well. It’s a tough business. However, it still is a very exciting time
to be alive and find ourselves equipped with the gift of storytelling. For
better or worse, I’ve published three novels that a handful of people seem to
have enjoyed. You’ve written some things that people have enjoyed, too, right? If
nothing else, we need to remember that it really is tough for everyone, and
that we are not alone in that boat. Let’s take an evening to hold hands, pass
the bottle around, sing some songs and celebrate our gift!
And then let’s get back to work.
Let’s not quit. Regret is a terrible thing. We’ll stop
when the fingers no longer work well enough to hit these keyboard keys, or
perhaps when they pull the damned plug.
I had hoped to spend the rest of the year
promoting/networking. Now it appears I’m shutting that down to simply begin the
next project. If you don’t hear from me it’s because I’m in the writers’ cave,
using my two hours a day to write instead of network - thanks to my 11 hour day job.
I’ll be back. I promise.
I hope you will be as well.
We’ll talk soon.
